I had a series of dreams last night and this was the first one. I usually can’t remember my dreams so I guess this is a bit more special.
In the dream, I was trying to sleep, but my teeth started aching so I tried to take my retainer out so I could sleep more comfortably. I couldn’t take it out at first, so I thought I should go to the bathroom to get a better view, but decided not to. I was still laying down on my bed, and managed to get my bottom one off. I then got the top one off and could feel relief when I felt my teeth with my tounge, when I realised there was an irony taste in my mouth and gapsee where my teeth used to be.
My heart then started beating rapidly and suddenly I was in the bathroom with the lights on. I looked at the inside of my mouth to see that I had ripped out 4 of my teeth (2 in the front, 2 in the back) and others I couldn’t remember. I looked in my hand to realise that I didn’t have a retainer in my mouth, I had braces. The teeth were still attached to the glue of the braces and I tried putting it back on, but it was no use. The braces started coming apart in my hand and I looked back at the mirror. The rest of my teeth were warped and crooked. Some of them were broken but I wasn’t bleeding as much as you usually would.
I started thinking things like “there’s no way this is real, right?” and said it multiple times. I accepted the fact that my teeth would never be the same and started crying. Not because my teeth were now f’ed up, but because my mom paid a lot of money for my braces and I just basically made them worse.
I have no idea what this means, so if you could interpret ithe for me that would be great :)