I had a dream I was pregnant and at the hospital in labor . In the back of my mind I knew it was my husbands baby but I wanted my ex there… ( my husband and I have been together for 12 years, long hard years. A year ago he left me and moved out, we filed for divorce and i moved on and started seeing someone else. When my husband realized I had indeed moved in he wanted me back . We had three small boys so I decided to try And make it work. Which it really hasnt .) so in my dream Im literally in labor and the ex just shows up, get scrubs on and just acts like hes there to help. Even rubs my back, holds my hand, kisses me and is helping me through the labor… Its like we fell right back into place and then I woke up… I dont know what any of this means. I once tried to talk to him and he was so mad at me for going back to my husband he literally just told me not to call him again ever. I do miss him, everyday. He was a great guy. Id almost give anything to go back to that day and make the decision differently and to spend the rest of my life with him even though I know there no chance with him anymore :( it makes my heart sad.