Best friend suicide then looking for white horse/unicorn
I dreamt that my best friend and I were having a few drinks and a d&m talk (deep and meaningful) when he broke down and threw a little plastic toy white horse/unicorn ( kept changing back and forth) over the fence. Later on I found out he had committed suicide by taking pills. I went around to his parents house and myself and his father spent a long time looking for that toy white horse/unicorn. An elderly lady Ended up finding it handed it back to me and said I must look after it.
Now I have vivid dreams every night and have expirenced lucid dreaming a few times but this one I cannot shake. I also get deja by a lot around the times I have real vivid dreams.