I remember I got a phone call from a man, he didn’t tell me his name, he said; “Alex is in the hospital, he’s severely ill and he’s dying. You were the only person he mentioned.” I drove up to the hospital, ran in his room and started to cradle him in my arms. I was crying hard, and he told me he loved me, I said I loved him back. I kissed his forehead, and I woke up with my heart feeling broken. What does this mean?