My mom passed away in 2008. She had many health issues. I help her with everything until the end. I have recurring dreams about her being alive. In these dreams she is suffering with her alignments, can’t breath, sickness, etc. Last night I dreamt that I was swimming in turbulent waters with her on my back and didn’t know how to get us to the shore. Next minute I was walking with her on my back and needed to find a chair for her to sit in. It scary. I want her to be okay in the afterlife.