I have been dreaming about my ex-boyfriend from 20 years ago. We dated (if you could call it that) on and off through high school. He was my first and I got attached even though he was toxic. He was a trouble maker who eventually spent time in prison and a womanizer who now has 5 children with 3 different woman (he created 2 while we were together). I was in love with him and I was willing to play his game of side chick, main chick and repeat. I clearly had very little respect for myself at the time. Fast forward to present time, I have been happily married for 16 years. My husband is an incredible husband and father. He is everything I could ask for. So why am I dreaming about my ex after all of these years? The scariest part is I dont want to wake up when I dream about him and I find myself thinking about him hours after I wake up. In my dream all I want is for him to care about me just like it did 20 years ago. Id like to figure out why Im having these dreams so they will stop!