In life we were best friends for six years. We had a abrupt bad parting. My fault mostly.
I have been dreaming of him of him since we parted ways. It’s a continuous dream as if I’m living and aware of a different life. A life where we stayed friends. We email eachother. Call eachother, go to events together. Even meet eachothers significant other.
In real life he won’t even acknowledge me.
How do I get them to stop?