Background I’m a freshmen in college and date a girl from my hometown who is still in highschool. In the dream I was at a party in my hometown at a girls house who I went to highschool with (this girl dates my best friend and recently cheated on him leaving everyone on shaky ground especially because my friend is still with her). a lot of people from my highschool were there but my girlfriend was at work. I remember texting her where i was and then going on socializing and having a few beers. I begain talking to my other two good friends from highschool (neither of them the one who dates the girl). I remember checking my phone and realizing that i had 8 texts from my girlfriend i told her i had bad service and asked her when she would get to the party. just then i turned around and saw that one of the two friends was playing and loading a shot gun (he has a history of “playing with fire”). me and my other friend were yelling at him to knock it off and put the gun away and friend without the gun who was sitting next to the one with the gun tried taking it away from him. Just then the gun went off and i was shot in the back of the head. i remember falling back and realizing that I was shot. there was no pain but a numbing feeling. darkness started closing in and I was scared. I do not necessarily believe in god and the thought of not existing is terribly frighting. I then pleaded not to die but knew death was eminent. I then tried to cope as best I could as darkness closed in I knew i was out of time and was trying to go as peacefully as I could and drifted out of my body. People were screaming and crying and then everything went black. I awoke by shooting up violently the numb feeling remained in the back of my head for about a minute after i awoke and then faded off. This was the most real and frighting dream i have had for as long as I can remember any interpretation will be appreciated.