Is my ex trying to kill me so I can be with him again?
My ex-husband was sociopathic and obsessive. He was very abusive in life. He died in a vehicle accident three years ago. Ever since, I have been having dreams that we are together again, and everything is hunky-dory. Then all of a sudden, I remember that I am remarried, that I have another husband. When I realize this, it makes me very sad, because I realize I’m not with my current husband, I’m with the old one. I am very sad because it appears my husband died and that’s why I can’t be with him. Then I suddenly realize that my husband didn’t die, my EX died. I point at him and tell him… “YOU died, NOT him. I’m sorry, but I want to be with him.” Then my ex (who I’m dreaming about) mumbles to some unseen person “Oh shit… she figured it out.” Then I wake up.
I’ve been getting progressively sicker and fatter the past three years. I have stabbing pains in my back, heart palpitations, even chronic pneumonia (my breath whistles in my lungs constantly.) I have low energy and a chronic sinus infection. There’s lots more, but generally, I feel like crap, but I don’t have any actual medical problems that anyone can diagnose. Also, for the past three years, my husband has been struggling to keep jobs. It’s like a curse.
Could my ex-husband be trying to kill me so I will be with him instead of my current husband, and cursing my current husband’s jobs so we are always stressed and fighting about money? How the hell do I get rid of my ex?