I am 21 years old and never happened to put so much thoughts to a dream. I was dreaming about a family acquaintance (around 40s married with children) who have met a couple of months ago after a decade and a half. In my dream he told me to sit on his lap and then when I sat grabbed my breast (I was not comfortable because I was aware that he was married and it was sort of prohibited but can\’t say harassed) but he stopped immediately and it was more like of a manoeuvre to create a connection. Then I was pretty comfortable in a hug and told me I was allowed to kiss him (he approached but we kissed both at the same time on the lips but not french). It was like all that inhibition was gone and I kissed, like I was waiting permission). I have never been kissed but felt so real and so good so tender. We were somewhere with too much light , white all over but with my family voices and felt like we were being looked at but in the moment he touched my breast all the noise cleared and I felt freedom and concentrated solely on me. It wasn\’t romantic. It was more like freedom and felt myself not caring about judgement it felt right. I have been feeling guilty because why was that individual on my mind (he is a charming one but not that kind of way ).