I had a dream I was eating at table with some people I only met once. My boyfriend came in and had his back at me the entire time. I grabbed a wire and started choking him and enjoying the fact that I was killing him. Woke up and felt disgusted with myself . I love this guy so much. Strangest thing is that my boyfriend told me he had a dream where I murdered him and he was freaked out because he said it look like I enjoyed it.