So about 3 years ago i was friends with these two girls. They ment everything to me at the time and I really cared about our friendship. But i started feeling a little left out. They would always hang out together and do things without me behind my back. When this happened i sort of shut down. I dont know why and i wish i hadnt but I stopped talking, to everyone. I was scared to talk to them and I physically couldn’t do it. I tryes telling obe of them how i felt because she was a little more understanding than the other girl. But she didn’t help much and we lost touch. We do sometimes run into eachother and when we do they give me dirty looks and really try to ignore me as much as they can. It hurts because i dont know what i did to them. But anyway, i have been having these dreams about us. There just about us being frinds like we would regularly. I do miss them but I haven’t let them completely hurt me. I have these new really good friends and they are very supportive and we all care about eachother. Even though i might have physically moved on, in the back of my mind i still really miss them.