our relationship ended, he just left and no words even left, even sorry or goodbye.
During the first two years of being left, i often have dreams of him…. He is there with me.. going anywhere with me, i don’t have any ill feeling for him but the only common among these dreams is, he never utter any word.
After years gone by, these dreams about him were reduced, maybe once every 3 months… that i realized i have slowly moving on.
last night, i dreamed again about him, but this time, he is struggling to get close to me, he even hold me and told me(when i try to avoid him), that spare him sometime so we could talk about his son. i told him that we don’t have anything to talk about.. and then i walk away from him. but the rest of my dream was like i feel that he is monitoring all my moves in that place and i am continuing to avoid him.
what i am wondering this time, why now in my dream is he is wanting so badly to talk to me. very different from all the dreams i had before.