I tragically lost my mum one year ago , I saw her every day ,she was found at the bottom of her stairs with the door ajar ( I left her house at 12.00 pm ) with her skull broken , broken collar bone , broken jaw. Eye socket , massive black eye ,broken fingers and a broken back and neck !! The ambulance crew did there best not to let me in , but I did gain entry to the house , you can imagine what I saw ! She was rushed to hospital and a few hours later I was told that there was nothing that could be done ! I sat with her all night until she took her last breath ( she was in a stage 1 coma ) I can not get this image out of my head ! I dream every night about it !! Obviously the police were involved , however I dreamt a few weeks ago that I went to my friends house ( who lives across from her ) and she was stood at her door ! Smiling and said hello stranger !! Come and give me a hug ! I said but you died ! To which she replied well Im here arnt I ? I turned away and when I looked back she was gone !! I woke up crying and calling mum !!!