I lost my sister by suicide 1 year ago. We were very close. I have had a recurrent dream where I find out that she is not really dead and is actually living with a man that I don’t know. I ask her why she she is hiding and if she will come back home and she does not want to see me or her husband. This man she lives with in the dream has influenced her to keep away from us. I beg and cry asking her to come home and she won’t. In my dream last night I found out that my other sister and my kids knew she was alive and did not want to see me. It was heartbreaking. These dreams are all that same theme except for last night in which my other family knew she was aive. There dreams leave me shook up and I wake up crying. The suicide was a complete shock. I knew her better that anyone. She is so mean and uncaring in these dreams, so diffrent than how she was in life.