My boyfriend and i have recently become a long distance relationship. I had a dream he had come back close to my hometown without telling me. When i saw him, i ran after him, and when i ran it felt like i was literally taking baby steps. I was incredibly slow. And when i tried to call his name, i barely could. It was like i wasnt used to talking. When he saw me, i heard him say “no” and he kept walking. But i caught up to him and we hugged. Then i had slapped him. What does any of this mean??