Two nights in a row, I have dreamt of being pregnant. However, I had a hysterectomy almost 10 years ago. This was a major surgery in my life. The doctor botched the job, she was a hack and I dehissed or my wound split open from hip to hip down to the abdominal wall 6 days after surgery, 2 days after I got home. This was not a run of the mill hysterectomy…I almost died.
So in both dreams I wasn’t happy about the pregnancy, but I wasn’t angry either. I remember seeing my swollen streched out stomach bright pink from stretch marks. In both dreams I kept arguing with medical professionals about how I couldn’t be pregnant because of my surgery.
In my second dream a psychiatrist was in the position of gyn and telling me it was absolutely possible. And again, I simply argued with him about his facts. I remembered it was a psychiatrist bc it was one I had taken my daughter to and he was very tall and had extremely large feet. That’s all I saw of him in my dream, other than feeling his presence.
I don’t want any more children. Im entirely too old. Im totally satisfied waiting on grandkids from my own children. And during that time I am enjoying the time I have with them before they are off and running. I don’t have empty nest synrome. Although I am enjoying this time, I also can’t wait for a bit of time for independence.
What I am saying is, there is NO chance of this being a dream of me pining for a baby.
But could this be my subconscious saying the surgeon messed up a lot more than I ever imagined!?!?!
I did not retain any backround information. What colors or rooms looked liked, etc. Except with the doctor and I seemed to feel a sunshine yellow from him. But that also could be bc his office in life, was naturally lit with a dull yellow color but the natural lite made it seem brighter Im not sure?
And my pink shiney belly.
Every thing else seemed dull and too fast to remember in both dreams.