Backstory: Me and my ex-best friend split ways, I called it off because I needed to grow and better myself because she is a reminder that I’m not perfect. and I beat myself up and I see her as competition (completely silly), but aside from that, our friends would constantly compare us and she’s always int he light, whereas I seem to have all the flaws. So its never stopped and I’m trying to confront it. There were other factors that played into this relationship aside from my envy.
But the dream: I dreamt of her last night and with another friend of ours that I also cut off because he was also in this situation. I had a dream we were having lunch and it was weird because in my dream, I had an epiphany. I realized that this wouldnt happen in reality because we don’t talk. She has also appeared in previous dreams- not often but she has come up.