I had obviously just given birth. laying in a hospital bed. I remember asking a nurse where my son was and telling her I wanted to see him as I had not seen or hold him yet. She said he was on the third floor but I wouldn’t be able to see him. I left the room and found an elevator and pushed the 3 button. on each floor though a new person would become the “obstacle” I had to pass to see my son. they would tell me that I wasn’t allowed to see him or that he wasn’t ready yet. I remember feeling very panicked and scared and I never did get to see him. I am currently 7 weeks pregnant and have not found out my child’s gender yet.